You may (or may not) have noticed that I haven't been posting much art lately.... That includes personal projects or some paintings I promised friends. That's because the last few weeks have been pretty tough. Things got so overwhelming, it all culminated with the police showing up at my house at 2AM because I was threatening to commit suicide... I am alive now though as I am writing this.
I need some time to get a little better. Finals are coming very soon in university and I need to be mentally ready for them. In about a month, I will be done with this semester and after taking a little break, I will get back to posting more regularly.
I keep telling myself that I want to get better but I don't do anything concrete about it. I suppose I just spend most of my time wishing things will sort themselves. Now, I want to get better and I believe if I tell enough people that I want to make efforts in helping myself, this will motivate me to get working on my goals. I talked to some close friends about it and I am lucky they do check up on me from time to time too.
Do you guys have any other tips on how to get started with helping yourself..?
I still do log in here almost every day and I try to check any notifications as often as possible.
Everything will be alright and I will be back soon